Africa!

Currently Listening Indian Summer By Carbon Leaf Let Your Troubles Roll By see related

Woahhhh long time no post!

Haha so I haeven't used Xanga in like 14 thousand million years! Facebook totally kills Xanga.

Hm. So I've been good. No, I haven't given up on guys, though I've been tempted many times. It snowed today - but I'm mad it snowed bc since it did my dad wouldn't let me go to Heidi's to sleepover with her and Britt....grrrr.

In like three weeks is the Circl3 (LCBC) ski trip - I'm so excited! Britt and I are rooming together and Selah and Kari are coming and Michele's going and I dont know who else but Matt Goss is coming to be our worship leader (heck yes!!) and Andy Eldine is coming too and a bunch of people and I'm extremly excited!!!

:D Erinn

Currently Listening A Fever You Can't Sweat Out By Panic! At the Disco Lying Is the Most Fun a Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off see related

So I'm giving up on guys. Yep, you heard right. Erinn is giving up on guys...haha. But this time...I'm completely serious. I'm sick of being upset and crying over guys. It's ridiculous. All my hopes of meeting a nice sweet guy and falling in love at 16 and whatever are all gone. I'm sick of it all.

And, yeah,  since xanga has been giving me just as much trouble (seeing as everyone and their MOM reads my xanga), thats done too. Yep, last entry. Maybe from time to time I'll change the layout or music or maybe post a quote or two or some lyrics maybe...but thats it.

Currently Listening A Fever You Can't Sweat Out By Panic! At the Disco Lying Is the Most Fun a Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off see related

"You don't understand that every time I talk to you every ounce of feeling that I had managed to let go all comes flowing back again."

"A great love? It's when you shed tears for him, but you still care. It's when he ignored you, but you still long for him. It's the when he starts loving another, and yet you manage a smile and find the courage to say, 'I'm happy for you.'"

my hawaiian name is Keilana Okelani

You can close your eyes to things you don't want to see, but you can't close your heart to things you don't want to feel.

Sometimes hearts are broken by words left unspoken.

Well, they know me well.

awwww.

I'm going to tell you something really subverse. Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it... It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, and risking everything for. And if you don't risk everything, you risk even more." - Erica Jong

They really do know me.

Currently Listening Back to Bedlam By James Blunt see related

hmmm....

lately....

I'm making some AWESOMEAZING new friends!!! haha ANNA and LISA! And I'm getting to know other ones better!!! VAL is my HERO!!!! And NEWMAN! and DW LISA! and DEB!

haha So Thursday - Deeb def slept over!!!! We were SO lazy and sloth-like! But it was FUN! We did so much random crap, like wtaching Americas Next Top Model and eat WAFLLES!!!! OMG it was FUN - we're SO doing it again!!

Friday - nothing exciting. I went to school. I worked. At Turnpike. With China. Not too bad, shes so fun!!

Today, I slept in, and showered and went to work. I was at Dozers, that kind of sucked. I mean, well, no. It's not bad. Actually kind of fun. Until the noise gets annoying. The last like, 20-30 minutes I just got to chill and write on the paper I had with me. And I also got to see all my fave people!! And I saw Matt! Aw that was nice. Ramos and Deeb and Court and Lisa and and the Boho's were there. Yay!

Hmmm...tommorrow is church. And maybe some hanging out.

So yeah....nothing eventful is really going on. Life's decent, and I have AWESOME friends! I mean, theres def things that could be better, but I can't really complain. I have clothes and food and shelter. And love. And books, and the Internet.  So I'm good.

Love you all!!!

Hehe....eight days till CHRISTMAS!